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your loveliness

by neither

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    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.

    Each digital download comes with a bonus track ("fuck 12") and the exclusive digital zine And Not For Long which takes a retrospective look at neither and what this project has meant to me over the years.
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  • Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    Extremely limited edition CDs burned and packaged by yours truly. Comes with a handmade lyric booklet and two stickers. (Artwork and design by Noraa Kaplan)

    shipping is $3.50 w/in the US, $5 to Canada, unfortunately not available internationally. if you're LOCAL (i.e. live in PVD or Worcester) email me at noraakaplan@gmail.com and we'll talk about arranging a free drop-off.

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1.
i cannot know how the wind is gonna blow but i know it's gonna blow i know the earth is going to turn and the clouds are going to cover the face of the sun and the lovers are going to come undone but i know this also i know this too i know that no matter how the winds blow, the storms go, the hills roll no matter how the winds blow i know i will love you
2.
it's a shame 03:21
it's a shame i had to be born in this body it's a shame i had to get shamed it's a pity that a child so a pretty had to be born it's a shame that he touched me it's a shame that i am born but it's done now it is done and it is over and i am here waiting for my final form i am shame i am guilt and ugly i am a star shaking like a leaf it is a hard belief to shake
3.
don't envy me my feelings are common they are plain and simple too simple in fact to control i am common i am garden variety there are a thousand people like me
4.
only hell 02:36
the people here are angels the staff here are seraphim and i am a demon a devil a rebel the people are angels the person they lay their eyes upon is a creature that only hell could spawn hell could spawn before you run in fear remember why i'm here i'm here for you
5.
home less 02:06
there are moments in the snow where the sun casts its pallid glow upon the cheek of the earth when i start to know where i should go i don't have a home there is nowhere left to go there is nowhere left to go
6.
dosey doe 02:34
ok, doc i'll give it another try i really don't think the dosage will stop me from crying but if you say so i will dosey doe for you whenever i go off my meds which, don't worry, i haven't done recently things go wrong for me but i cannot tell you have any idea what the effects are on me, really i don't feel like i'm getting better i know i must be getting better
7.
oh, it's a miracle a waking miracle there's a girl a new kind of girl a girl i have not yet met and i laid eyes upon her as she might one day lie her hands upon my tender breast there's still a fucking girl there's still a breast i do my best to contain myself when there is a girl and she is in my eyes cuz surprise she's making feel gay
8.
i need you 02:36
if i am not loved if i am not taken care of i tend to die i tend to need tending i am neverending i need you i can't live without your touch and your loveliness that's not romantic, that's fucked up that is on me and not on love i need you because there's not enough of me to go around there's nowhere to look where i might be found
9.
don't come for me if you haven't lived like me don't come for me if you haven't lived like me because you haven't seen nothin' yet you haven't seen nothin' yet i bet you wouldn't last a minute if every minute of your life leading up to that minute was mine and not yours that's what i think and i think i am not a shrink but i can shimmer and get you something to drink i can take care of anyone like you, you little bitch but i can't, or i won't or maybe more neutrally i just don't take care of me you fucking bitch you fucking slut why don't you go to bed? this is my song this is my life you wouldn't like it in my head
10.
when i put my head to bed i thought i noticed you when i put my leg to sleep sitting on the floor i felt your pins and needles your pressure points your incisions and i felt you cut away at my joy
11.
there is a man in the sky a holy ghost and he chooses to leave me here he has not disappeared he merely wants to put me in my place there is so much that he could change i have got to accept he has moved on i should break up with him he is gone if he still loved me, why would he go? if he still loved me, wouldn't he say so? it is sacred to break up with him if he is not enough
12.
if you loved me you would abandon me like everyone should if you loved me you would run away and not even say goodbye abandonment is a love language it's a series of letters and sounds it's a code i live by it is the higher ground if you loved me you would only care about yourself if you loved me you would know that i am nothing that i can't be loved if you loved me you wouldn't be here * this riff is stolen from j. if you're reading this, j, i love you and hope you're well <3
13.
another day of being here another end of the year another sleepless night another terror, fright another ghost in the shell of this hell another me another person i am not sure if i believe in me
14.
15.
it is time to go home the piano goes cold but i know there's a song for every breath i take it won't be long till my heart starts to break free

about

the fifth and final album of this project.
dedicated to all of my lovers: thank you for staying alive with me

(download comes with a bonus track + an exclusive digital zine)

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released March 13, 2021

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